I really jst wanna kms, which is the STUPIDEST shi ive ever said. Ik there's so much to live for, but what good is it right now if i havent been anyone's reason and close friend my whole life? For context, i moved every year and moved schools each year, and never really built connections with anyone. I really didnt feel it at first, but once i saw my friends all contact their friends from younger starting in junior high and up, I'm wondering where's my group yk? Im selfish for ts, but i jst wanna be the homebody of someone and someone as my homebody. I always feel like a burden to my friends and everyone around me because I have a lot of energy and extroverted, but I overthink everything after to the point where its like my mind is half and half of wanting to end it and half knowing that its jst stupid. I really dont have passions, talents, intelligence, looks, friends, or connections that will keep me here honestly. I hate sounding pathetic like this because i cant deal shi. Ty 4 read