I have this crush on a boy but we no longer talk and it’s been like a year, we stopped texting during exams and I’ve always been too scared to text him. I so desperately want to at least give him this painting I made for his birthday that I never ended up giving him and it sucks so bad to just not know what to do. Since I lost contact with him I’ve been so stressed as my house burnt down during exams and I gotten very sick and other personal horrible things, I feel so lost with what to do with myself and I feel like I’m focusing on this crush to distract from everything else.