The days seem to blend together. Every day just is the same. Nothing makes me feel happy anymore, things I used to be excited about faded. My parents never seem to understand how much weight they put on me. I was forced to be the mature person from such a young age. I was always told to listen to other people's stories, until I neglected mine for someone else. My partner broke up with me a a few months ago I don't think i've ever felt that much pain before. Three damn years of being lead on. I was always there for them no matter what they went through yet.When I needed support, no one came for me, they immediately turned the tables on me to make it about themselves. I sat there and listened to them while I internally struggled and had no one to go to. I Have been sexually assaulted three times all under the age of fifteen. And every time I tried to speak up about my experience , i'm turned against , i'm seeing as the enemy. Everyone starts to believe anything they hear.