I genuinely am so confused, idk how to explain but I'm always feeling sad like I'll be laughing and get completely depressed right after laughing my ass off, I think my life's gotten better but I still have the same problems as before, I've gotten more problems to be clear, I keep zoning out and I keep getting headaches and I can't focus on my thoughts, I get distracted easily, I get emotional easily like if I drop something I'll get pissed off and I'll keep saying stuff like "who the fuck cares" continuously again and again like I genuinely feel like I'm going insane, I always feel light headed, I always feel like I'm high as hell. I'm always feeling exhausted but I'm still confused like how and why do I feel sad or exhausted and I just keep thinking about the same problems which don't bother me as much as back then so I genuinely just feel like I'm doing all this for attention. Damn I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense I feel high right now I have no idea what I'm doing.