i hate this, i hate myself , i have so much thoughts in my mind it feels like i could just vomit it out to the point i start crying , i hate looking at the mirror knowing i look like a freak , no one deserves me,i don't get why i'm like this, i have a nice family , some-what okay friends i have good health i don't know why or when this feeling got planted in my brain but its like a rotted root i cant remove, i wanna ask for help but when people ask if i want it , i brush it off saying i'm fine , i'm to scared , i fear everyone that likes me will just judge me or make it about themselves , i cant trust a single person with these thoughts of mine it feels like me and these feelings are chained together
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