Rant #13848

My parents think i have recovered from my ED and many other challenges that i was facing but actually sometimes i think ibe jst got better at hiding it. I feel like i want to get better yet I don't. They think im so better but i sometimes still feel the same when the first time i starved myself. I do want to get better for my parents but im scared to tell them that i am still fighting the thoughts in my head.