Im a horrible person. I was always weird and I never new how to talk to ppl normally. And when this girl started talking to me every day it was genuinely the best times of my life. And shes been my bsf fir 4 years. But she started becoming like depressed or something and she kinda avoided me and I noticed her hanging out eith other ppl and smoking and wtv so I freaked out and started copying her so she would like me again. But i kept copying more and more till I couldn't do anything without her. And she was so tired of it. I didnt even notice how bad she was doing. I was so focused about how to make myself more like her that I didnt even notice that she just wanted someone ti see her and notice her. Thats mostly what I think she felt cuz we stopped being friends after someone told me that she was doing so bad and I offered her help but obviously she refused cuz I was just horrible. And I miss her so much. Its been 7 months since we stopped talking. I miss her so much.