Rant #13728

why does it feel like everyone secretly hates me?? i didn’t ask for any of this. i’m just trying to start my life over and i can’t catch a break. i seem to just irritate everyone no matter what i do. i try to be so kind and understanding and not show how i’m feeling. i try to just fake smile and keep it pushing. i can’t keep living like this. i just wanted a fresh start. it’s always going back to feeling alone. i have nowhere to go, nobody to cry to.