He was my best friend for over half a year and I had a crush on him until I realised that he was just a douchebag who saw me as the last side chick he'd ever pick. Like the second he got a girlfriend, he didn't hangout as much anymore, at some point even no more anymore. But everytime he would fuck up in yet another one of his relationships, he came whining to me and I just tried to help him like the bitch I was. Months later and realisation got me to meet my current boyfriend and I'm just SO happy to have met him. We've been together for almost 6 months now and he's just perfect for me. He was even the once to help me with listening to my venting about my ex best friend and with helping me block him. It helped me but I'm still getting reminded by him. Not as bad as before but I'm still thinking about him. Definitely not having a crush on him anymore but I just want him to feel as much pain as I did. Actually even more, or at least an apology. But I guess I just should forget about him