Go sit down relax calm down it'll be alright I'm told. You don't have a head full of stuff on top of being woke at 3am on top of having people going full drama score on you like I did. Yeah they mean well. I guess. Maybe I do or could use therapy because I definitely have PTSD even if it is undiagnosed. People don't realize also PTSD is just a watered down term for what used to be called shell shock. I digress but anyway I have a decent amount of PTSD on top of other things. Ofc I won't everything I've been through but obviously they weren't pleasant things by any means. Also don't put me down condemn me when you (my fam) screw up a bazillion more time's than I do. Do you see me flop faced out of my head drunk kissing a table? No? Then don't condemn me for what I didn't do. Life and situations will turn out ever how they're gonna turn out. Drama and being a panic button elevating my stress and anxiety helps nothing in case you didn't know. Why don't you get that? Aggghh idfk