Today was a hell of a day. It's not easy when both family and seemingly feeling like everyone is coming against you. Peace simply can't be found in my family. Ones in drug withdrawal hateful ill toned unstable and the other blocks everything out with YouTube or gaming other they're fairly ill toned and combative and idk whatever else. They can't talk to me right. The one will give me harsh tones yet talk to their acquaintances sweet as honey. I called them on that too and they'd just say drop it because they know it's true but how can you be harsh to me and sweet like honey all kiss ass to their acquaintances who could bail on them WHEN IM THEIR FRIGGIN BLOOD FAMILY!?!!!?! they've acted that way for years and before another screwd them over they were like "don't be jealous of them". WTF DID YOU EXPECT IM BLOOD FAMILY THEY'RE NOT. yeah how the hell do you treat family that way? Your own fucking child of all people!?? They bailed on them sent a nasty text and I got it took out on me smh