since i was little, i was a people's person, someone who cares about everyone in their environment, and that trait carried on, even now . but everything has its ups and downs, and the negative about it is that you're trying to help your friend but it doesn't deliver any good results and then you just feel so upset about yourself just because you aren't capable of supporting your loved ones . i'm really trying, i am, but i don't want anyone to go through pain alone . i want to help them all, but i'm just not good enough in what i desire to do . i'm sorry