I hate myself. Everybody looks at me like i'm a monster. I can't tell anybody I truly love my feelings and it's killing me. People bully me for my weight and my looks and I wanna end everything already. I barely eat anymore and i cry silently alone. Sometimes I think I'm too much, or just doing this for attention. I'm also hypersexual, and I can't help my desires. I really hate myself. I cry whenever somebody's nice to me, I relive every single moment i've been bullied or critizied. I wanna end it already.