i wish i was a cis boy so my life would be so much easier. My parents will never see me as their son, and every time I try to get them to understand I just keep getting guilt tripped and all my past mistakes get weighed against me. sometimes I wonder what was the point of coming out as trans to them, my own sister doesn’t vouch for me and I told her first. All I asked my mother was if she could allow me to get masculine clothes, and she started throwing in how she didn’t get me, that I just dressed a certain way because my friends did (not true), she said I have no personality and that she thinks I’m going to start cutting again. I can’t, because I promised her I wouldn’t. It’s hard to keep it for her when sometimes it feels like she doesn’t love me anymore If I cut I’m just “proving her right” and if I mask and dress fem she’ll say she was right all along. im scared im going to kill myself but i cant vent bc my friends are going thru it too.