Man i dont eve. Know where to start, yall know i love my parents but sometimes yknow sometimes its just to much ay? I dont know if im carrying burden or im just being dramatic i dont know i just dont, like i dont even know if this is ok like am i actually carrying something or not i dont feel it but i think i do its so confusing people say i say to much, thats just times were i wxpress what i feel i acnt describe what i feel its all a murmur, i dont know what pain feels like but i know ive experienced it its just so weird like, i dont know if this is pain or just me being well dramatic, ive said dramatic so many times its just feels ridiculous now