How I wish I could see you again one last time.... but i can't. I still can't adjust not having to see you when I go home after school big bro. Sometimes when I remember you I would cry knowing I would not you see again for a very long time. I miss you deeply, yes... but I have hard time expressing it out loud or texting you when just to say "hey, btw i miss you kuya" cause I don't wanna disturb you from your studies. And we are close in person, but in chat not really. So you won't see me texting you "I miss you". But I sincerely miss you like crazy, I miss the sound of your voice, your laughter when we play, and everything about you I miss. I wish I could see you again for maybe even one last time, cause when you left I never got to see you go. And I regret not making every last time we had back then, I wish I could re-lived that moment with you over and over if I had too. It's hard for me not having you (my fav brother and my comfort zone). That's all and I miss you nah:(