I have a debilitating sense of never being good enough for my boyfriend. My body is never enough, even suggested I get surgery for my tits. Also complimenting other woman and gawking at their appearances. It tells me he doesn’t want me to have a guy friend, but him and his homegirl always talking. The things WE talk about are never enough and barely pays attention to what I say. I go down mental spirals because of how emotionally fucked over I get. I swear I have to train myself not to expect him to do what i would do for him.