I feel very depressed. I have NO friends even tho i wear makeup and try my best to look pretty, but without that I'm rlly chopped; I can't even go out without makeup. I'm so stressed and overwhelmed. I can't even clean, and I have to keep my house clean bc my parents are busy, and even when they're not, they're very tired. I'm suicidal and do sh. I feel so guilty I don't get the point; I just wanna this to end. I feel so lonely i js want someone to notice me and care abt me. i feel so empty, at school especially, like the whole time I js silently cry.I get bullied for being an outcast, but i cant help but isolate myself.I stay up every night and watch yt and stuff, which is the highlight of my day.