Rant #13207

I really want to be more open and vulnerable with people, but I am like, so afraid of being perceived. I'm the sort of guy that blends into the background. The fella who just stands in a corner and watches his friends have fun, and I like it that way. But even I need support sometimes, but I can't bring myself to go to someone and say "can I talk to you?" It's exhausting, and makes me feel weak. It shouldn't, I know, but it does anyway.