Im not a cold heartless individual. But at the same time I get fed up of people's bullshit, abuse, mistreatment, disrespect. Also it doesn't help my so called family member is in drug withdrawal from their own stupidity and like always took their misery out on me this morning with mom backing them and going quit yelling the dogs shaking. As if I'm supposed to their verbally and emotionally abusive punching bag. And all theyll holler about their abusive drunks is I can't remember. Despite being called a pussy and punk mother fucker these last 2 times. And the little shit upstairs above us stomping the floor my ceiling at 4 o'clock this morning waking me up😡😡😡😡😡. I can only take so much bullshit and nobody wants to validate how I feel. I regret moving here and being apart of this family. My fam will kiss their drug dealers ass but treat me like garbage. I called them on it all they'll do is get defensive and go drop it. Yeah fuck me huh? Yeah maybe I should consider suicide.