life is very stagnant and depressing right now. I'm surrounded by high acheiving people, who make things happen for themselves and I can't seem to. I'm depressed and can't shake it. I feel like life isn't worth living all the time. There are days where life feels enjoyable, the summer feels enjoyable, but then there are other days where I am so sad it's a struggle to get out of bed. it's like no one in my life understands how i feel, they just think I'm dramatic so i push myself as hard as i can to get through the day and then exhaust myself. it sucks. it all sucks.