I feel so tired all the time, i feel like crying no one cares no one even knows. I wanna kill my self but im scared to even thunk about not being there to comfort my brother. Im also scared my larents will go trhoigh my phone. Its so fucking draining to see kids my age living their best life whule j suffer. I wanna strave and become skinny but i cant, im addicted to fuckung so much stuff. Im so hn motivated im dirty. I just want to be normal for once. I wish when someone looks at me, their first thought isnt “shes so tall” or “shes so big” i wanna be pretty too. Why cant i be oretty?