I always feel like an imposter. When I am with my friends, family, colleagues...anyone. I don't know which one is the real me. Sometimes I just want to destroy my complete reality and start afresh. A world no one knows me, no one will judge me. I want to try so many things but the thought that people might ask anything about it makes me don't want to do it. I don't know how to escape. My brain creates so much things I hate, i don't want to be that, I know they are not write but head just won't stop. Why am I like this?? Why is everything so hard. I want to scream. I want to cry. But.... it's so hard. I feel like I dragging attention, I don't want to. I don't who to speak, who to share...why am i always the last....i hate everything....
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