It feels like I've have been in constant burnout for years on top of all my other mental stuff. I can barely do homework anymore, just looking at what assignments I have to do fills me up with anxiety. I am just barely able to do most things in time because I pick and choose what to do and then finish the rest the day before it's due in absolute panic. The quality of my work has drastically decreased and I can tell, I have always had the identity of a good student, and not being one anymore is dreadful, but I can't do anything about it when I have only two hours to finish pages of stuff. I know now that even if I get in the greatest college ever for free I probably won't go, I can't handle school any longer. Everyday I dream of crashing out in public so I will be allowed to finish my last year from home or even from some mental institution. I want to do so much more with my life but right now I can barely survive each day