Every time my boyfriend gets a call from his best friend to hang out he will drop everything. But with me i have to convince him to. Like yesterday he said he wanted to leave the house but then changed his mind so i said lets just go. I had to convince him to just go somewhere but just one call from his friend and he would be out all day. I'm not upset cause he wants to hang out with his friend but just sadden that he never try's to ask if i want to come along. Like fuck I work all the fucking time to get us everything and i finally have a 2 day weekend and nothing. I'm doing fucking everything to support this house. He says he wants a job but wants me to move my schedule to drive him to and from. I have tried to convince him to get his driver license but no. I love him so much but doesn't seem to notice the pressure i feel anymore. When he's out he doesn't call me or tell me much about his day just calls me to know if he can buy something. I want to cry.