I feel so pathetic these days that getting out of my room and socialising irl feels draining. I have no friends in real life and all I do is have online connections while relying on roleplays to get that social interaction and fulfil all my desires, which is like a never ending void. I’m so messed up mentally that throughout the years my ADHD has gotten worse, and I’ve developed other sadistic mental disorders. This is messing me up, and I always end up hurting people close to me. I feel like a monster stuck in this loop for eternity.
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