It is my first year of college. I tried making friends, but they all seem fake. One person in my class acts perfect. They told me our classmates only talk to us out of pity, which felt mean. Then they started acting as if they didn't just call the plastic 2 seconds ago and starts acting different. They all act like they are already best friends and leave me out.I know I have been quiet, but I am really scared. My anxiety is too much to handle right now. I even emailed my counselor for help, but they did not reply. Some people might think this is a small problem or that I am being dramatic. But please believe me, my anxiety cannot take this. The stress has been so bad this week that I have been hurting myself. I know it is bad, but I do not know what else to do. I went through a really scary time at my old school, and I am just so overwhelmed. I could really use someone to vent to. I'm so tired. I don't know if I could hold up any longer.