So, I'm 13 yo i'm not fitting in in every conversations being the cringe funny guy at school for over 4 years, moving on cities over and over again for 4 years was tiring i was so shy but so depressed at the same time i was leaving my home for "School" who was in reality taking the metro over and over again then i tried to open up to the nurse in my school but didn't help me so i closed myself in my room, with my mom helping me to dont go to school, then i'm here in my room hoping to die every weeks without showering for 3 months no brushing teeth in 6 months just playing games every day in my fucking room nothing to do every single day. Well after all that i dont know what to say so i hope y'all have a extremely good life and if you dont you can try to open up to real professionals, hope it helped !