I'm not morally obligated to care for my dad's every whim, bitchiness, or forgive him for how he acted in the past (we live together due to our specific conditions), but I hate that my neighbors make fun of me for standing up to his religious shaming with their brain dead laughter. I don't want to be walked over or an endless source of entertainment for others. I wish I was respected by people, but I'm forced to keep quiet about my thoughts to most people. It never made me special.