why did we have to go from love yous, “were so closee!!”, “in 10 years”, to “ hey” every once and awhile? do you not like me anymore? am i annoying? or did we just grow up? i dont know, its been a year and a half since we were actually friends- fake flirting, telling people we were cousins… what happened? i miss him so much, now hes gaming, texting, calling, and joking with other people, i know i sound like a crazy jealous bitch- I probably am.. but i miss him so fucking much. was it for the better? Or will it all be a cycle again? He texts/calls/jokes/games for a week and a half, we meet new friends.. then poof hes gone, then he texts every once and awhile, then plays/texts/calls for a 1 week- 2 weeks, we meet new friends, then the cycle repeats. Its a never ending cycle. You just ghost me, then act like we were bestfriends all this time.. i know im going back and forth a lot on this page, but.. i just cant explain into words how I feel. thank you for actually reading, lol.