i absolutely love my gf and i know she loves me too but i feel like my anxiety takes over sometimes and then i just get upswt because now all im thinkking aboutnis likw does she really love me or ??? i feel like truly, i am not a lovable person whatsoever so why would she actually love me? also some lady told me while i was working that she got divorced after 40 years like are you deadass?? you’d think you would be safe after 40 years and that your love is everlasting but nope!!! like omfg i know ill always love my gf and id never leave her but you just cannot say the same for the other person, theres just no way she wont get tired of me or be bored or just find literally anyone better, which is really easy to find, like literally if she were to go out and pick any random person, im sure they would be infinitely better in every regard. omgg omfg omfg omfg she has to hate me