I feel so alone in my own family, I am a freshmen gay guy, and almost everyone in my family is homophobic, (my twin brother is the only one i came out to and he has accepted me), my mom and dad has been extremely vocal about "if my kid is gay, i'd disown them / send them to the mental hospital!", my older brother isnt any different, he made me remove any and all of my tiktok reposts that contain ANYTHING about the lgbtq+ community, my friends are super supportive, and im really happy for that, but i still feel horrible having to talk down on the community that im apart of in front of my parents just so they don't disown me, any tips on how to.. well, handle it, i guess?