honestly, I’m tired of never being able to express my feelings or emotions to anybody but only anger. It’s like I feel to embarrassed to cry around anybody so I just simply don’t. I hate everything about myself and I deal with this shit everyday. That same void I’ve had inside of me since I was a kid will stick with me forever. Honestly I wonder if life would’ve ever been better off if I let those suicidal thoughts get to me and I just did it. I never shared this kind of information to anybody I know personally, so If someone out there, who’s reading this is going through the same thing, your not alone, and ur feelings are completely valid.
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