Well for starters my bio mom was pregnant with me and on drugs but thankfully she was baker acted and was taken off of them and luckily the only defect I got from it was bad adhd and nothing else and my aunt took me in and took guardianship of me and my bio father also had nothing to do with me always on the drugs and even when he finally did show up in front of me he was all like “I will visit more and go do things with you like fishing and whatnot” but actions speak more than words and even many years after he still has not contacted me once and my bio mother has her own family and never tried to contact me once and I don’t want to contact her also because it would be too awkward but at least I have my aunt I call Mom and i’m sure my bio parents will not change and I made peace with that and thank you for listening I just wanted to vent a little.