i feel so watched in public. i feel like when a car slows down next to my car they’re looking into it or someone sees me even through my window is tinted, and everytime i’m in public i get so quiet and awkward and just look stupid when i’m trying so hard not to look stupid. even sometimes in my own home when i hear a car engine outside my house. i wish i could just feel normal in public, there’s times i can ignore it but something in my head just won’t quit, i feel like there’s cameras in dressing rooms and public bathrooms, and when a bathroom has a window it’s the worst for me. i wanna be able to go out and enjoy things