My grandpa is 89 and he is actually in good health. Since I was little he always told me I would get his house when he died. And now he wants me to go with him to see if I like some stuff or else he'll change them for me. Also when I was 3 my grandma died from cancer, and I was super close to her. As they have told me after her death I kept asking everyone their age and started worrying if they were old because they could die. Now I am afraid my grandpa will die and I am really frustrated that he just says it so casually. I absolutely love him. He had also mentioned he wanted to see me in college but he thought I was a year older than I actually am and he got disappointed when he realized he might not be able to do that.
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