I'm very dissatisfied with my life I think I wanna kms. I have nothing to look forward to other than my gf that lives counties away. but now she’s so depressed that we can’t even have fun anymore every day my chest feels tight with anxiety and negativity is all I spew. My family has abused physically and mentally they purposefully isolated me. I have no friends or community I don’t even exist. They are forcing me to marry and I seen no hope that I could escape from this house, I’m trying so hard to hold onto hope but if things don’t work out with my girlfriend. I’m genuinely considering killing myself. I’ve lived 21 years and I’m done. I’m done.
the world1 felt this