Just as I wrote earlier today, I'm being invalidated AGAIN. I go to fam telling them how I feel. I just mostly silence. This is how my family is. Even though they help in other ways, when a problem comes they wanna dump it on you and you're supposed to apparently cooperate no questions asked. I hit a brick wall trying to talk to the one. You'd think theyd have my back. I shouldn't have to pay for my family members foolishness of choosing to get drunk on their cocktail of stuff and run out of them and they act like their is or should be a infinite meds glitch somewhere or they act that way drunk. I'm not heartless. Its bad enough the raging verbal abuse we go through them drunk. But it's on them to keep their meds and take them right. AND NOT THINK OTHER PEOPLE CAN CARRY YOU WITH THEIRS. but that's their mind set. And I wanna fucking scream because I'm invalidated and nobody seems to give af how I feel. I'm not heartless but it's on them to take care of their own meds. They can't tho.