I am so fucking exhausted, depressed, and anxious all the time. I mainly struggle with work-related anxiety, but I literally think it's only that way because I have nothing else going on besides work. I also work from home, so I literally just am by myself all fucking day in the same space. Taking walks DOESNT HELP! Only time people at work talk to me is to tell me I fucked up and need to fix it. I'm so depressed. My husband is getting exhausted with my constant negative energy. Nobody really wants to listen, and I can't even afford to pay a therapist to listen to me. We are BROKE. I can't afford to lose my job, so any time something goes wrong, I spiral thinking about being fired. I feel like I've had to get to where I'm at by myself. No fucking support. I'm not close to anyone in my life. I've tried reaching out to others just to get no responses. I maybe eat 1 meal a day from stress, having lost 40 lbs already. I just want everything to fucking stop for a second so I can breathe.