Rant #12004

I fucking hate how i was breaking down infront of my mom, admitting i was suicidal and didnt believe in god, but what does she do? She fucking tell me that "oh ure suffering bc u dont believe in god" what the fuck is wrong w u. Not everything has a reason nor is everything about god. and then saying "I respect ur belief" after that is insane lol. Two days later, u make me pray too?? What the fuvkk haha someone killme