I would say I'm a very observant person, I don't know why lately, I feel like people don't like me or don't understand me often. I don't know, I don't even know what to say, it's just I'm not use to thinking about what others think of me or being judged, I don't really mind before, but ever since I came home and have been surrounded with people, not just my mom and siblings, I feel like how they speak and what they say have influenced or I adapted and not in the way that I wanted. I remember having more self-control or never letting my emotion gets the best of me, now it's like I have to prove this and that, because whenever we talk it's like the voices are overlapping, no one's wrong, everyone has an opinion or their rights, we aren't learning from each other. We see everyone but it's like we're just waiting for one to be out of ears reach to talk about that person. And I wasn't like this. And now, I feel like I'm the one that's out of ear's reach.