i have no definite dreams for my future and i have no idea what i'll be doing but i at least sort of narrowed it down and im puzzled with my own existence. currently im enrolled in multimedia arts but i have my reservations about it. sure i like art and graphic design and it's the most realistic for me, but honestly speaking it's not gonna bring me money. next is me considering anything medicine but i pretty much ruled a majority of those out cuz i hate people and high stakes environments. the other ones i've been considering were vetmed (i at least prefer animals and are more tolerant to them than humans) and a librarian but this one is more unlikely since it's paid even worse than a graphic designer (allegedly). i could also js like get my MMA for 4 years and take DVM as a second course but i'd be like 35 by the end of it i mean...idk so right now im just completely lost cuz idk if i should pursue any of these or just yk die....IM SOOO LOST BRO (no one offers vetmed here so shit)