I need to take back my power. I need to take back my reason to live. I know my life didn't leave with her. I'm still here. I'm still alive. I can see my hands. I can feel my face. I am a living, breathing human being, on this Planet Earth. I can feel my toes and fingers intertwine with the green grass below. I can smell the ground after it rains. I can feel the leftover dewdrops fall from the trees into my hair. I Am Alive. I will take back my power. I will take back my life. I will take back my reason to live. I don't know why I don't know how But I'm here. I'm alive. And that can't be changed. That won't be changed.