I’m so tired of feeling like I’m alone even when I’m surrounded by ppl. I feel like nobody rlly understands me, and I hate that I have to exaggerate how I feel just for ppl to notice that I’m hurting. I’m constantly anxious around others, even around my own family, and I feel like I can’t be myself or talk without overthinking every little thing. I wanna make friends, I wanna feel close to someone, but it feels like everyone is so dry, distant, and nonchalant. I feel ignored, invisible, and like I’m always the one who cares more in relationships. I just want someone I can vent to without feeling shy, awkward, or embarrassed. Someone I can trust, someone who actually listens, someone who won’t make me feel like I’m “too much.” I’m tired of feeling like a loser, tired of feeling disconnected, and tired of keeping everything bottled up inside. I just want to feel understood, accepted, and genuinely happy. I don’t wanna keep feeling like this forever.