Im not okay. Honestly everything hurts I think I have bpd and my friend Crystal I feel like she fucking hates me because a few weeks ago she said she hated me and I should kms and it kept happening daily but then she says “jk!” And it fucking hurts but she stopped that but now it’s just she acts dry to me and amazing with others but she’s mine..right? Thats true.. why is she even hanging out with with other people.. Anyway hope this falls into good hands.