Rant #11853

I cant stand being pretty. Which sounds stupid but im just so tired. I keep thinking I've met someone, someone who cares someone who likes me someone I could care about romantically. Than they want sex. Once we're close and I care about them ofc im willing to give it. Thats when they leave. Now I always worry, am I pretty enough, is this sagging is that a wrinkle. My only worth is in my beauty, I should know that by now.