i have thoughts of hurting others physically. it's scary and i feel like some of my family is not safe around me anymore. i have thoughts of hurting other people when im mad and im scared of actually doing so if i really want to. everytime my brother acts innocent or lies about something i did, i have like three ways in my mind on how to get him to shut up permenantly. i hope im not scaring or making anyone feel unsafe on this site, but those are just my thoughts lowk