When my family casually brings up the name of a person who hurt me I don’t know how to explain how I feel but it puts me in a mood and I just start to go quiet and it makes me want to be alone with my thoughts it makes me want to distance myself from them maybe from everyone they’ve done this multiple times and most of them know the situation but I guess they can’t know how I feel about it if I don’t say anything the reason I don’t say anything is because I hate being confrontational but to end this off on a semi good note this older man the waiter put my spaghetti in a to go box for me which made my day because no waiter has done that for me maybe he could tell I wasn’t in a good mood i doubt that though but I’d rather think that’s why he did it