I am a 27year old doctor. After completing internship 2years back, I cam back and joined a clinic as junior. I did not progress much Then I tried out some exams, it made me think of upsc. I attended a coaching institute class. Initial days were good as I studied diligently, then I developed laziness, i stoped studying. I got stressed and I ended up failing the first attempt. Initially there was family pressure for marriage. But then I revealed my relationship at home . My parents did not like his profession , so they opposed. After i turned to upsc , they do not talk of marriage. They only advise me to get into service and settle down. I feel frustrated thinking of my life. My father is a super egoistic person and my mother suffers everything. I just hate this attitude when he never accepts what I or my sister says and just scold and restrict us. Being grown up 27yr old, i feel this life too much. Now I restarted my upsc preparation but still I feel left behind and not on track.