I've recently gave up on art I used to make drawings ever since 2010 (atleast as far as I remeber) but ever since than I haven't been able to improve, For almost a whole year I decided to try and improve my art style and become better at it. Days became weeks, weeks Months, and after the entire year passed, Nothing all I've attempted has failed, my hours of studying art has failed, moments of my life I've dedicated to improving proved pointless as I remain within the exact quality as when I started All the while I've watched friends of mine surpass me to such a degree i felt like a toddler scribbling with crayons It all went down recently, I live on my own now and recently had a chat with my Dad who visited me, I've opened up about this and he said now I will have to focus on stuff that will actually help in life My lifetime passion ruined me beyond repair and I have no one to blame but myself.